[ He drops his head, cuts himself off again. Should have survived. If anyone. Nick didn't deserve to die.
Stephen collapses down, curling in on himself, leaning back against the cabinets. He can't breathe. It's not hyperventilating. It's some intense, crushing paralysis all through him that leaves spots going in front of his eyes. ]
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[ He drops his head, cuts himself off again. Should have survived. If anyone. Nick didn't deserve to die.
Stephen collapses down, curling in on himself, leaning back against the cabinets. He can't breathe. It's not hyperventilating. It's some intense, crushing paralysis all through him that leaves spots going in front of his eyes. ]